UPDATE: Thank you to many people who have contacted me with positive comments. I am getting ready on Monday morning to trek off to work. I will be honest, the SECOND I get my driver license back, I AM OUT OF HERE!!! But of course I would have to do one celebratory drive through Cheshire CT before I left.

On Sunday, I received a call from a relative I  have not heard from in a while. We spoke about the old days, when I was young child living in Bridgeport. She is my aunt and I love her so. We talked about different members of my family. My aunt is very religious and I told her about what has happened to me. I mean look, two wrongs don’t make a right, they really don’t. I have look inside myself and learn from this. And guess what?? I DID. I LEARNED TO COPE. I took what happened and channeled it. I hope to God this doesn’t go on too much longer, but you know what, I am happy to say I learned from it. I hope I will be a better person for it.

I told my aunt I never ever forgot that I believed when I was a young girl, that God called me to become a nun and I NEVER ANSWERED HIS CALL. I know some of you are laughing, but believe me EVERYDAY I THINK ABOUT IT. Thank God he let me go on and live my selfish life and gave me a wonderful family.

Now, I can make it up to Him by learning from this incident and being a better person for it. Sometimes, I don’t like the person I am. But I know God knows my heart has good intentions. Now some of you out there are feeling stressed out as I am. You don’t know where to turn. You have to turn to Jesus. He knows you and can help you as he is helping me.

I am sorry for  some of the things I have done and some things I have said that  have hurt people. Hopefully, I will be able to move forward in a positive direction. Here is a good prayer article for you to meditate on. Good night.

Jesus Help Me.

Thanks to a reader for “SPEEDTRAP.ORG. This site lists all the “speedtraps in Cheshire CT and all over the country for that matter. I know two places the police better not be and everyday and night it is checked. The excuse is “residents are complaining” Fine then let’s see the complaints which are public info under FOI. Maybe I should FOI all the supposed speeding complaints in this town. I bet you I would end up in an FOI hearing!!!

Bottom line: Don’t underestimate your adversary in life and in business. Some Department did and it backfired. Why?? Because I really believe the police thought I would get angry and DRIVE ANYWAY. Guess what?? WRONG!! I did not get this far in life being a stupid jerk. I wouldn’t give them the satisfaction.

Ugh. Everyday the mail comes and yes—no driver license. It’s nasty. Oh My God, to think people who drive drunk have more rights than I do. Maybe I should drive drunk like some people I know. God,at least I could get a temporary license to go to work.

Anyway, here are the medical documents FROM TWO SEPARATE HOSPITALS showing my “FITNESS MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY TO DRIVE A MOTOR VEHICLE.

The first document is from Midstate Medical Center where I was taken on June 3, 2010, the date of the incident. Now in all honesty, if there were something mentally wrong with me, or even physically which would endanger the motoring public resulting in the loss of my driver license, DON’T YOU THINK THE HOSPITAL STAFF WOULD NOT HAVE RELEASED ME THREE HOURS LATER WITH A CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH AS THEY DID??? LOOK AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE. IT SHOWS WHEN I WAS RELEASED!!!

CLICK TO ENLARGE BOTH FORMS. THEN CLICK AGAIN ON THE MAGNIFYING GLASS TO ENLARGE FURTHER.

This second form is from Hospital of Central Connecticut (also known as Bradley Memorial) in Southington. I went there on June 15 because I felt a little dizzy when I first started walking and it was hot. I ended up OK but I had every test under the sun, including blood tests and EKGS, you name it. LOOK AT WHAT THE DOCTOR WROTE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE REPORT AS FAR AS DRIVING IS CONCERNED–”AS TOLERATED”!!!!! THERE IS NOTHING IN BOTH DOCUMENTS TO INDICATE I AM UNFIT TO OPERATE A MOTOR VEHICLE OR UNFIT MENTALLY OR PHYSICALLY I had another document, but apparently it did not scan. I will try to scan it in later.

This is complete utter madness that I don’t have my driver license!!! Unbelievable and in my opinion, a complete misuse of authority. Do you know how much grief I and my family are going through right now? How much money I have spent trying to get around. How many people are affected by this who are helping me? I thought about it the other day and wondered, what if I were still a newspaper reporter? How WOULD I GET AROUND TO GO ON STORIES?? Well, you guessed it–I WOULD HAVE TO DRIVE AND FACE THE CONSEQUENCES. THERE WOULD BE NO OTHER WAY!!!

I know this happened for a reason. But someone who has power in this town has to WAKE UP and take control of this Police Department NOW!! When a new chief is selected, someone in town hall HAD BETTER SET SOME GROUND RULES. I am not going to say the name of my general practitioner that I had sign those DMV medical forms, but he told me, he signs these ALL THE TIME!!

WHAT IS GOING ON IN THIS TOWN??? HOW IS THAT STATUTE BEING USED??

I will also comment on this idea of regionalizing police dispatching. They do this in Kansas. Riley County where Kansas State University is located is the size of Connecticut. Believe me, they do not have police in all of these towns. They have RILEY COUNTY POLICE DEPARTMENT based in Manhattan Kansas. They MUST have regional dispatchers that HAVE TO KNOW EVERY INCH OF RILEY COUNTY!!!

Here is the website for “Riley County, Kansas” with a link to the RILEY COUNTY POLICE DEPARTMENT. Great Police Department, I have a LOT OF RESPECT FOR THEM. THEY ARE TOUGH BUT FAIR.